Shaky Moment

Life was going as usual, sitting in the room in front of the laptop and bagging head hard to write the code.  Me and my two colleagues who were standing either side of my chair. Suddenly i started to feel dizzy.
                                          Initial I thought these guys are rotating my chair, no but they were not!  and then I was like what the hell is wrong with me? For last 10 days I am suffering from cold and fever. Before that it was stomach bug that had made my life hell. Today is the day I started to feel some what better and now this F****** this dizziness. Life is a mess! totally screwed up. 
                                         Suddenly I saw everyone near around me was running out of their seats and then came the realization , Damn its an earthquake... Next 5 minutes or so was probably the scariest moment of my life! Coming down through stairs from 12th floor did not make give any positive vibes either.It was hell of a experience which a short learning.
                          Truly I was scared and I definitely was not thinking about materialistic happiness of life. Thoughts were to be with loved one's, to see them , to talk to them, to be with them. Life is full of uncertainties, live it to the fullest with your dear ones, Cheers!!

Apart from this my colleague had a crazy thought as well which he later told me. He was like "BP kaafi baad raha hai aajkal, itna chakkar aa raha hai"....lol 

Melodies!

I am an emotional fool and hence I write... Actually rarely! Few lines comes out

This one I wrote few months back..

It was amazing when i first saw you,
It was a great feeling to know you,
Its been not much time since we met,
but why does it feel this time has been longest?

Last few days have really been on a song,
Night's in chat and work days long long,
I wonder how just time flew away?
There was enough laugh but why now silence so strong?

Something is wrong,yes something is wrong
it was my mistake or desire to come along?
oh yes i want to walk with you, as your enemy or your friend
And smile on your cute face that's all i recommend.

And this today..

Few pictures makes you smile,
Others will make you cry,
Some will tell a story,
Others will make u go crazy!

In that picture you were beautiful,
Your smile mesmerized me and made life wonderful,
Why then you decided to divide it in two?
First half is with me and other with you.

Time passed by and I waited for years,
In the hope to click another picture,
Sadly in this life it wont happen again,
May be another life, lets try again?

Not just a Rape..

A great personality once said "Why is the media here so negative? I was in Tel Aviv once and I was reading the Israeli newspaper. It was the day after a lot of attacks and bombardments and deaths had taken place. The Hamas had struck. But the front page of the newspaper had the picture of a Jewish gentleman who in five years had transformed his desert into an orchid and a granary. It was this inspiring picture that everyone woke up to. The gory details of killings, bombardments, deaths, were inside in the newspaper, buried among other news".

I totally agreed with his statement the day I read it. But today I guess not. Would the journey of justice would have begun so early had media not been publishing each moment of the crime on the front page? I guess No. The news need to stay on the front page for many more days to come. Till the day the justice have been awarded to the victim, till the point the government form strict laws, till the time police come out of their sleep and act proactively, till the time every male of this country pledges to eradicate the animal with in and have been clear conscience. Actually till the point when each and every citizen of India feels this place is safe to Live.

In the time when a layman voice is crushed every time it is being raised on the social issues its the media that made us heard and converted the voice of one into the roar of many. Can't thank them more for providing the platform for each "ordinary" citizen of this country.

This heinous crime have shattered each one of us within. This have brought a sense of insecurity which will prevail if these crimes would continue. It is this insecurity which will do much more damage going ahead in this conservative society. In villages were women suppose to do household work and then get married these incidents are doing no good. Would a farmer will feel safe in sending her daughter out of the house for an education? Would the families in smaller cities will send their daughters to distant cities for the education or job?  Many would not, many who would will be in stress every moment thinking about the safety. Do we really want to create such a insecure environment in this great country? 

Things won't stop just here. This will bring many more issues.Why a couple would want to have the daughter? These rapes is a open invitation to the crimes like gender determination before birth , female foeticide. Do be surprised if going ahead male/female ratio is further increased. We are actually heading for a disaster if these barbaric acts are not eliminated.

Government need to make strict laws and then act in timely manner to punish the guilty. In India unfortunately the law is not same for everyone. Isn't this aggravate the crime? and these few powerful criminals becomes hero for many other criminals? You cannot clean the dirt from bottom of the pyramid, one need to start right from the top. I hope this happens.

This malice won't go away easily. This won't stop today, this won't stop tomorrow but plan to eradicate the crimes could be started any moment. Of course we do not have to wait for special day to start this.

Lastly I salute to all those who came on streets, who took the lathis , who stood against the water canons, who shed their blood. It took blood from many greats to give freedom to this country from English. I hope this "ROAR" makes us free from crimes this time without the need for the blood.

These lines from the song "Bezubaan" actually describes the situation.

Hai jo lahu mera, behta chala
Dekho junoon mera, kehta chala
Khaabon ka tha makaan jo dehta chala

Bezubaan kab se main raha
Begunaah sehta main rahaa.......

**The views are personal..